Contentment is Weird

So, what happened after the move, after buying my house – Matilda, and after starting a new position at The Update Company? Honestly, something really weird happened. I guess it’s called contentment…”a state of happiness and satisfaction.”

So, what happened after the move, after buying my house – Matilda and after starting a new position at The Update Company? Honestly, something really weird happened. I guess it’s called contentment…”a state of happiness and satisfaction.”

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I’m Not Doing This To Hurt You

Recently, for every step forward, it feels like I’m taking one step back. It’s a dance lead by mood swings and big change. One minute, I’m so happy and the next minute I am sad that things are going to change so dramatically.

This week has been the weirdest mix of happiness and pain. For every step forward, it feels like I’m taking one step back. It’s a dance lead by mood swings and big change. One minute, I’m so happy and feel absolute bliss, the next minute I am sad that things are going to change so dramatically in the next 7 weeks.

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Evidence Changes Perceptions

Whenever I get really anxious or nervous about a big change I turn to evidence – have I successfully done this before? Here’s my list of scary things I’ve been through and how they’ve worked out.

So, here’s the thing. Making a huge move from Edmonton to Vancouver Island is exciting, but it’s mostly really scary at the moment. Not having a place to live yet is causing me anxiety but I know in my heart it’ll work out because, well, things always work out for me.

One way for me to keep anxiety in check is evidence. To remind myself of the times in my life where I have successfully overcome scary things and in a lot of cases, they ended up better than I could have imagined. I have all of this documented in one of my journals and figured I would share the big ones with you.

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